Post by Paddy by Grace on Nov 14, 2009 23:27:40 GMT -7
I have a prayer request for all members of this forum and anyone else this is passed to.
I am going through something that at this particular time, I really don't know how to describe. I believe God is taking me to a place in my life that I have been praying for. I wrote a letter to a brother in the Lord who has audios right up my alley. It is posted below to help you understand and again I ask you to pray for me...Thank You:)
Nathan,
I have been really listening to your audio's the last 2 weeks. In one of them, you spoke about Amos 8:11, about there being a famine in the land for the word of God. We have been in that time for quite some time. How long I haven't a clue, all I do know is, I have been starving for a long time, praying for the truth of God's word as what I have been hearing has not aligned with what I had been reading in scripture.
When I was given your site I really didn't pay it any mind as I have seen sites like yours in the past, still Rubicon implored that I listen to number 40. Knowing her to be a sister that listens to Yah, I listened... and then I listened to all of them, then I listen again and again and again and I am listening right now. I inserted them into a wmp playlist and I play that into our chat room over and over again. I am guessing but there are probably 5 to 10 people that are listening constantly and be blessed by this teaching. A few, (myself included), have been made to 'face' ourselves and our christian walk... and found ourselves to be severly lacking.
I cannot speak for the others, but I will ask you to please pray for us, me especially. I have been playing a game with God, and it's time to get real. Because I am in the news, I know what is coming. I thought I was doing what God wanted and maybe I am, but I think God wants more than this platonic relationship.
Brother Nathan, I am asking God to break me and make me as He wills. I really am unsure what will come of that and to tell you the truth, I don't care. I have a wife that I love, children that have strayed too far, and as of today, 2 grandchildren that I have adopted as of 10:25 this morning. I state what I have at this moment, I have no idea what I will have as God takes my life and uses it as He sees fit. I weep at the possible implications of what could happen, yet my desire to serve Yah with every once of my being is greater.
I discussed this and more with my wife this evening and we wept together as she could see my conviction. I honestly believe that she has prayed for this moment in my life for a long time. I really don't know what to say beyond what I have told you. Just pray for me. I don't care who else you ask to pray for me either, the more the better. Post this in the forum if you want, I will post it in mine so why not.
Peace be with you and your family Nathan...
PaddybyGrace
I am going through something that at this particular time, I really don't know how to describe. I believe God is taking me to a place in my life that I have been praying for. I wrote a letter to a brother in the Lord who has audios right up my alley. It is posted below to help you understand and again I ask you to pray for me...Thank You:)
Nathan,
I have been really listening to your audio's the last 2 weeks. In one of them, you spoke about Amos 8:11, about there being a famine in the land for the word of God. We have been in that time for quite some time. How long I haven't a clue, all I do know is, I have been starving for a long time, praying for the truth of God's word as what I have been hearing has not aligned with what I had been reading in scripture.
When I was given your site I really didn't pay it any mind as I have seen sites like yours in the past, still Rubicon implored that I listen to number 40. Knowing her to be a sister that listens to Yah, I listened... and then I listened to all of them, then I listen again and again and again and I am listening right now. I inserted them into a wmp playlist and I play that into our chat room over and over again. I am guessing but there are probably 5 to 10 people that are listening constantly and be blessed by this teaching. A few, (myself included), have been made to 'face' ourselves and our christian walk... and found ourselves to be severly lacking.
I cannot speak for the others, but I will ask you to please pray for us, me especially. I have been playing a game with God, and it's time to get real. Because I am in the news, I know what is coming. I thought I was doing what God wanted and maybe I am, but I think God wants more than this platonic relationship.
Brother Nathan, I am asking God to break me and make me as He wills. I really am unsure what will come of that and to tell you the truth, I don't care. I have a wife that I love, children that have strayed too far, and as of today, 2 grandchildren that I have adopted as of 10:25 this morning. I state what I have at this moment, I have no idea what I will have as God takes my life and uses it as He sees fit. I weep at the possible implications of what could happen, yet my desire to serve Yah with every once of my being is greater.
I discussed this and more with my wife this evening and we wept together as she could see my conviction. I honestly believe that she has prayed for this moment in my life for a long time. I really don't know what to say beyond what I have told you. Just pray for me. I don't care who else you ask to pray for me either, the more the better. Post this in the forum if you want, I will post it in mine so why not.
Peace be with you and your family Nathan...
PaddybyGrace